MY HEART IS BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES

MY HEART IS BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES !!!

*SAD* )=

cos...

the guy that i like

don't like me back

and he likes another girl !!!

what if this guy that you like so much

don't see you ??

how would you feel ??

i feel like the guy that i like

which i think...

don't seem to look at me like a person..

but like a transparent glass...

i feel like...

i'm invisible to him !!!

to tell you the truth...

if i have one wish 

i would wish that

he could feel what i feel for him !!!

the guy that i like thinks i'm 

half girl and half boy...

actually....

 everyone thinks the same !!!

they call me half boy is because

i play football 

and 

i don't wear shirts or dresses !!!

i don't get whats people problem with 

a girl playing football for fun and for excising...

( i only wear shirts and dresses for 

occasions only...

other than that i don't wear it !!!

and i actually hate wearing skirts and dresses )

and this is also 

a problem with people...

cos they think if a girl doesn't 

wear skirts or dresses are 

kind of a boy !!!

what can i do to change others mind that i'm

not half girl and half boy ??

and to tell them that i'm

just an ordinary girl who plays football and 

who do not like wearing skirts or dresses.... 

and that have nothing to do with me being half boy ?!?!

REDEMPTION

we had redemption today

we had...

chicken, 

chicken pie, 

shepherds pie, 

american chocolate chip cookies,

apple crumble, 

& the last but not least

ice cream...

all of them were really yummy !!!

all of our stomach looks like they want to explode 

especially amos !!!

anyway...more about school.....

what i have been doing all week and weeks....

have been practicing dancing 

( i cant seem to remember some of the steps ) 

and practicing singing

( not so bad...but i'm trying not to sing 

from my nose but sing from the diaphragm )

and practicing for the drums 

( its a little bit hard cos i sometimes forget 

the beat and sometimes not on time )

so this is what I've been spending my time at....

and i have been practicing very hard for the concert...!!!

GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS

the good news is that Dr. Tracy is giving birth

and the bad news is that Pastor Karmen 

is leaving to Scotland for a few weeks !!!

as you know ....

Pastor Karmen is leaving us...

cos her daughter is giving birth to a baby boy....

i'm happy for her but its just sad )=  

that she wouldn't be joining us for 

the concert and she wouldn't be around to 

teach us...

but anyway....

we wrote a letter telling Dr. Tracy 

congrats on her 2nd son

and we suggested some names for her to

name the baby boy too !!!

it was crazy....

LONELY AND A BORING DAY....

Sorry....

haven't been uploading my blog for a long time

but anyway....

been busy quite lately because 

school concert is coming soon and 

all of us have to finish our work before

November the 5th....

so Pastor Karmen is pushing us 

all like CRAZY !!! 

and i haven't been sleeping well now a days...

by the way....

everybody started practicing for the concert....

and the best part is the boys are 

DANCING...isn't that great ???

Joe ,  Amos , Johanan , and Me 

are practicing for the band...

and it is going quite well...

and it is quite fun  !!!

and please come to your year end concert

on November the 21st

 today was not so bad...

quite lonely and bored cos i'm not being 

 insulted by the two brothers !!!

that i can admit....

 Amos , Jonathan , Darryl , and Me

where sitting on the same table and 

we where talking nonsense and 

Amos and Darryl 

were playing the lame game.....

and trust me it was totally LAME !!!

i have to get back doing my homework 

*sigh*